I have tried to hide this for so long,
But with every single sunrise it grows strong,
You have been part of almost all my fantasies,
And I kept quiet cos I didn’t want you to see me as someone full of fallacies.
Thinking about you before going to bed has become a trend,
Picturing your face when I wake up in the morning makes me wish we had time to spend,
You might be a little too complicated sometimes,
And you piss me off but still my anger sublimes.
I sometimes think that I hate you so much,
But even if I convince myself my actions show much,
I don’t know how it’s possible to hate,
Yet find the same person to be your heart’s bait.
I knew you had feelings for me,
I felt it but hid it like a blea,
Why? Because I wanted you to utter those words,
And I wanted you to finally open those buds.
I am not good at telling people how much they mean to me,
But I’m good at showing them that my heart is the right place to be,
I know it’s evident that I have feelings for you,
But my main dream is for the two of us to have a future bright and blue.
Whether we will be together or not,
Whether we will be single or will have tied the knot,
One thing remains absolutely clear,
No matter how far you are,you’ll always be near.
By Queen Edel